I am having some issues with SonXYZ aka my cellmate. As a parent, you do your very very best, but never can tell if what you do is right or wrong. But you think and think and think. You weigh the pros and cons. Make careful deliberate decisions that will hopefully result in strong healthy children.
The problem I have now is, the considering isn’t going well as I cannot figure out if I am considering well or not well, rationally or irrationally. Are my pros and cons sensible or are they the pros and cons of someone who has been in self-isolation for 42 days and is surely losing their mind, losing equilibrium,
Losing?
As I work this through, perhaps I should suspend all decisions. I will just be a pleasant complacent lump.
The wrong decision made during this period of high global hysteria might have consequences that reverberate through the generations.