My nerves are frayed. I am definitely down to my last teeny tiny thread. I Must Medicate. Like it or not. I have three types of medication and each suck in different ways.
One works and has no unmanageable side effects but puts me to sleep. One puts me in a fabulous headspace, is probably bad for me (it’s one of the “pams”), and the withdrawal when I stop is unpleasant and hard and sometimes long. Then the third is superpleasant but also superunhealthy and super addictive.
I tried alcohol and it wasn’t working. Day three of no alcohol and that’s not working either.
hmmmm, maybe yoga. It’s harder work than taking a pill, but let’s try that.